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Saturday & Sunday

Well last night my best friend called me...as she does EVERYDAY...and to tell the truth its really ANNOYING...cause she always calls when im watching my favourite shows or watching a movie or in the middle of something...and then she gets mad when i say  that i want to go so i can finish doing whatever...so whenever i hear her ringtone i get mum to say im asleep or in the shower or out or whatever....

last night she told the guy she now likes....MY EX!!! yes i know...thats like strickly forbidden...friends dont go out with their friends ex's...its just wrong...and then we just started fighting...and im actually kinda happy now...cause i know she aint going to call me everyday...she probly call me one day and forget about it all...but if her and my ex get together thats it...its over!...its not as though i still like him or am jealous...i just really hate him...and her being my like only friend...telling me she likes him...and then she told him and was waiting for the answer whilst on the fone to me...you gotta admit i was pretty pissed off.

i ended up hanging up on her...she just gives me the shits!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all you dads reading this!

was pretty gay today...i woke up and gave dad his present that was ok...all was going smooth...then we went out to the go kart track and then visited my grandma and then came home when things started going wrong...me and mum just started arguing out of the blue...and i got real worked up and went outside to cool down and then came upstairs and watched a movie...then played with the dogs and now here i am.

i want to go to skewl tomorrow but mums says i cant...im wanting to...thats new for me at the moment...and she said the doc said its not a good idea me going back till next term...i was like WTF!!!   im going in tomorrow...at first lunch so i dont have to go to INT...so then i have maths, HPE and science i think...i can deal with that...i dont know why mum wont let me go...i can handle it...im going to persuade her into letting me go...and i know i can do that cause she gives in easily =)

well me dont really have much more to say

s e e y a <3

Thursday Night Shopping & Seeing The Lead Psychologist

well the other day i had organised with a friend to go thursday night shopping...and i was getting excited because i like seeing my friends from skewl especialy this one...but on yesturday afternoon she texted me and said she wont be able to make because she isnt feeling well...i guess thats a good enough excuse...but i still got pissed off...but i still wanted to go shopping so i rang up another friend...and yes! i was able to go...i went with her and two other girls and her little brother...whilst i was there i got 2 more peircings...i wanted to get that little thing in my ear done...but you need an adult there to sign the papers...so i just got one in the middle of my other two holes up the top of my right ear...and one on the top of my left ear...dont hurt...im used to it now...now i have 11 peircings! im so proud of myself...my next one is going to be at, or after christmas...when i have enough money to get my belly peirced...and then another year or so after that when i have a job and enough money i am going to get a tattoo...on my lower back...im thinking when im like 16...and ill take my dad and he can sign...and let me squeeze his hand while sitting in pain...shouldnt hurt too much i hope...i like tattoos...but i think they look bad on old ladies...so i dont want to be like that...which is why im getting it on my lower back...where it wont be visible when im older...smart thinker aye? and with peircing you can just take them out when they start to not look good anymore.

today i had to see the lead psychologist...to tell you the truth i was as nervous as shit! i was shaking and my gut did a 360 degree turn....he called mum in first...and whilst she wasin there i was just going through everything in my head....then when i got called in everything just faded like that...i was thinking shit shit shit shit!...but when i got called in mum said as she walked past that he is very nice...and she was right...he was...he was lovely...he didnt push me into answering personal questions and he was easy to talk to

and in the room was also a nurse...i really dont know why she was there...but i didnt like having her there...she just sits there and stares at ya...everytime i glanced at her she was just staring...with cold blue eyes...to tell the truth she was kinda scary...and mum said she has seen her some where before...but anyways...

the doc asked me bout my medications and if they are alright and not causing any trouble and so he didnt bother changing them because i am fine on the ones im on.

after we were finished at the child and youth mental health...me and mum went home and picked up my sister and we went shopping...i was looking for a fathers day present for dad...i ran into one of my friends...moley is what i call her...sounds mean but she actually one of my very good friends...it just ryhmes with her real name....she was like OH and like was excited and came like running over...and asking me how i am and shit...but then i had to go...i went and had a look in this other shop...and found this awsum mug for dad...it had like this little devil on it...its so kewl...and if he dont want it...ill surely have it =) plus i will get him something else next week when im out and about with mum.

one of my other friends txted me and asked me if i wanted to go shopping then go somewhere for tea and then to the movies...but i was already at shopping so i asked mum if i could go and went and met up with her...i was the only person form my skewl there...all the rest were from her skewl...and it was all fine until more and more kept coming to join in...because it was one of her friends birthday...then whilst we were heading over to where we were going to eat...i just slid down hill big time...and couldnt stand being with them anymore...so i txted mum to come pick me up...i sed bye to my friend...all the others were already inside...she asked if she wanted to wait with me..but i said nah u go have fun...so i sat outside until the car came...it was my sister picking me up...not my mum....but oh well...she a funner driver...she was wondering why i didnt stay with them...but i didnt tell her the truth....but when i got my mum was a bit sus i think...she was like asking me all these questions and asked if i had a falling out with her and so on...

oh and my ex was out shopping...how great...and the friend that i was with is the one that likes him now...i was so pissed...and he looked so gay...he was wearing this cream wool cap thing...made his head look huge...

oh and my frined showed me the girl that he cheated on me with...cause she works at one of the shops there...and what people say abnout her is true...she does look like a fish...and worse!...and my ex was always saying how hot she is...ahhh BULLSHIT!!!...she's foul!!!

tomorrow my uncle is coming round to put insulation in our roof...out in the sleep out where me and my sister sit most of the time...

and next thursday my uncle is flying up from new castle...finally! he always says he's coming but then gets "held up"...but he already booked the tickets so he is coming...i like it when he stays...he's fun.

i asked mum if we could go to bowen in the coming holidays...and it was all smiles until she remembered that my sister has apprenticeship traing ALL holidays...ceot weekends...so now im pissed...im going to have nothing to do on the holidays cause my sis is going to be working full days and dad works too...so im stuck with mum...still...but i guess thats ok cause she lets me do whatever.

well im off to have a shower...and go to bed...im a little tiny but tired (VERY TIRED)

so have a good weekend everyone =)

s e e y a <3

Wednesday, Councilling and Thursday Morning

Yesturday i helped mum put the fluffly red material on one of my sisters panels for her car...cause she is like doing it up kinda thing...after that i prety much cant remember...oh we went shopping and then came home again.

At 3:30 i had councilling...for some reason my sister tagged along..i talked to my psychologist...and she said she can see a little improvement but not much...and tomorrow i got to see the lead doctor in mental health...at 1:00 i think...how fun...i have to explain everything to him now.

This morning it is raining...FINALLY!!! i love ti when it rains...makes me sleepy which is why i slept in for ages this morning even though i do every other morning anyway but still...

Tonight i am going lat night shopping with a friend... yes i am actually going out in public for once...finally i get to socialise....im excited...becausei havent seen her in ages plus i havent been out shopping in ages...cept with my mother dearest...ad plus i am going to get two more peircing tonight!!! wooo hooo...i already have 9...so i willl have 11...on my right ear i already have three along the lobe part....and then two up the top part where that cartlige stuff is...and then on my other ear i have just the three in the lobe...plus i ave my nose pierced...and tonight im going to get that lil part in ya ear...that bit that stiks out...i dot know what its called but yeh...im getting there done in my right ear...and in my left im getting up the top done!!!

well i have to go and have my breaky so that i can take ma meds

have a great day everyone =)

s e e y a <3

[][] U p d a t e [][]

sorry i havent been able to make many recent posts lately for all those who actually do read my posts, i have been just a little bit too busy...plus one of my puters got a virus...so whilst mum was at it she decided to format the one i usually use aswell.

where to start...well on saturday i was spose to go shoppong with a friend but decided to call it of vecause she was busy and i was also busy...so we might be going this weekend if she can work around her working hours...

on sunday we went out to the go kart track on gladstone road...we met this guy out there who brought two of his karts out so me, my sis and my dad could test em...one kart was just a casual 80/100km speed and the other was a hard core racer one...which this other guy came out to test...but it wasnt working properly so he didnt really get to have a good try out...ours on the other hand worked fine...dad went first then me then my sis....my sis only had a short go and so she decided to have another go...she pulled out of one of the coners to sharp and fast and ended up doing fishies down the straight...is what she rekons anyway...i didnt see it...after that i had another go...and as i was just picking up the hang of it...i hit a bump on the same corner which my sis mucked up on...as i hit the bump my hands came off the wheel and i ended up in the dirt...i got my habds back on the wheel ad truied spinning myself back up on to the road...but instead just ended up doind donuts...in a big cloud of dust...it was so awsum! and everyone saw it....ma sis and ma dad came running over to get me started again...they pushed me off and i went again...after about another ten minutes dad singnalled me in...and i pulled to a stop...mum came over and started laughing at me cause of my spin out....and my dad decided to nickname me Loopy...cause thats the second time ive spun out...the first time i had ever driven one i spun out too...

next weekend we are going out there again to test some of the other karts this guy has...and then we are going to make a decision on which one we are going to buy...once we buy it and clean it up i will take a picture of it and post it in one of my entries.

yesturday was just a straight forward day...wake up late and go out with mum...we went up and saw my pop...and the nurses were worrying cause he is fussy and doesnt like the food up there...so mum took him uo some fresh food today.

and while we were up there yesturday he farted!!! it was so discusting...and he just sat there like he hadnt done it!! it smelt so bad that me and mum walked out...

last week my sister bought vynal (however you spell it) spray to paint her dashboard in her car...in red...i helped...it looks so good...and she wanted fluffly red material to put in her panels in the doors and the back...i think we are going to start doing that sometime this week.

well thats all i think i have to say...if i think of anything else i will make another post =)

have a good day

s e e y a <3

Friday

well today was a pretty ordinary day...wake up get dressed and go out shopping with mother dearest...yesturday i got a new pair of pants...their kewl...they are black three quarters with like this material belt with it...and i got a new a new singlet to wear to bed....i love it its awsum...ny sister wants to steal it off me and wear it as like a going out shirt its so kewl...but oh well....

pimpy is getting tamer and tamer each day...cause i have him out all the time and i take him out shopping and everything...i just put him in ma jacket...and he stays quiet.

right now we have a friend over..they sitting out int the computer room with me thinking that they are going to annoying me...but they arent...i just put ma music up louder =P

anyways i dont really have that much else to say

s e e y a <3

Seeing The Shrink & My Psychologist

thursday

this morning i had a docs appointment and an appointment with ,a psychologist...which you can read about in my councilling blog (which i am deleting ...so from now on my councilling stuff will be in this everyday bo=) sorry)...after that we went and saw my pop and then went up to the hospital for a minute...then to the shopping fair and i got some more new clothes!!! YES!...good old mom...gets me lots of stuff these days...then we got a few groceries and then went home...i cleaned out the big bird cage today...with my other bird hutchie and ma sis's bird barty..i gave them some new pirches...cause sis dindt put many in there for them...cleaned out everything! including toys...and even they had a bath....they were on the grass while i was cleaning the cage and got a bit of spray...and they loved and started rolling aroung and fluffing up and bathing themselves kinda thing...so i put the water on light...and sat it on the grass so they could have a ool off whilst i finished cleaning the rest of their toys...

then i came on the computer for a bit and then back down stairs and was playing with ma pups...scud and keto...and i am teaching them tricks =) then we were going to pick up some stuff from a friends place...i had pimpy with me and whilst i was sitting down and patting the cat on tha stairs their dog geita came over and started sniffing pimpy and of course he didnt like and started hissing and biting at her...it was funny...and then the cat matthew was thinking about having a go at pimp...but he didnt...he is too spoilt to worry about catching his own food...they treat their god damn pets like their children!!! oh well...we look after ours pretty well to but not that much...they are obsessive! the dog has rotten teeth from eating junk...and her breath reeks!!! and she gettng old anyway and i think she gonna go cross eyed soon...will be sad...but then they will be going over seas without having to worry about the dog...and then when they get back they will buy another puppy...they have a thing for german shephards...the dog they had before geita was a one...and the one they have now is one...they gt a statue of one in there dining room and the nxt pup they will get will be one too!!! gosh...they loose to much freaking hair! its all over the place..they vacume everyday!!! stuff that. i tyhink they might be getting a long hair one this time...apparently they dont loose as much hair...but anyways.

my sister is out late night shopping tonight...she picked up her friend and they wont be back until like...late i guess...shoooing closes at 9pm...but they will go back to her friends house and muck around and do stuff i guess..

anyways i dont really have much more to talk about cause all the stuff i just wrote is all shit anyway...so yeh

s e e y a <3

Music

im feeling a bit BoReD.

so im here to talk about some of the bands im into =)

leave if you dont want to get bored!!!

KoRn

www.korn.com

See You On The Other Side Album

If your into hard rock and metal like me...this is a great album!!! some of my favourite songs on it are: Twisted Transistor, 10 Or A 2-Way,  Love Song, Coming Undone and Tearjerker.

Songs:

1. Twisted Transistor           

2. Politics

3. Hypocrites

4. Souvenir

5. 10 Or A 2-Way

6. Throw Me Away

7. Love Song

8. Open Up

9. Coming Undone

10. Getting Off

11. Liar

12. For No One

13. Seen It All

14. Tearjerker

Take A Look In The Mirror Album

Same as other album...hard rock or heavy metal...or grunge rock or punk...whatever you want to call it...this is still a great album too...my favourite songs on this album are: Break Some Off, Did My Time, Play Me, Alive, I'm Done, Y'all Want A Single and When Will This End.

Songs;

1. Right Now

2. Break Some Off

3. Counting On Me

4. Here It Comes Again

5. Deep Inside

6. Did My Time

7. Everything I've Known

8. Play Me

9. Alive

10. Let's Do This Now

11. I'm Done

12. Y'all Want A Single

13. When Will This End

Greatest Hits Vol.1

Same as same as...this album is just a mix of all Korn's greatest hits...as by the album cover...Favourite songs are: Word Up!, Another Brick In The Wall, Y'all Want A Single, Did My Time, ALone I Break, Trash, Somebody Someone, Falling Away From Me, Freak On A Leash, Twist, A.D.I.D.A.S, Clown and Blind.

Songs:

1. Word Up!

2. Another Brick In The Wall

3. Y'all Want A Single

4. Right Now

5. Did My Time

6. Alone I Break

7. Here To Stay

8. Trash

9. Somebody Someone

10. Make Me Bad

11. Falling Away From Me

12. Got The Life

13. Freak On A Leash

14. Twist

15. A.D.I.D.A.S

16. Clown

17. Shoots And Ladders

18. Blind

19. Freak On A Leash (Dante Ross Mix)

Disturbed

www.disturbed1.com

Ten Thousand Fists Album

This is kind of the same...not as much metal but rock...this is a awsum album! if you have the same tastes as me well you'll definetly love this album...Favourite songs: Ten Thousand Fists, Deify, Stricken, I'm Alive, Sons Of Plunder, Decadence, Forgiven, Land Of Confusion, Sacred Lie and Pain Redefined.

Songs:

1. Ten Thousand Fists

2. Just Stop

3. Guarded

4. Deify

5. Stricken

6. I'm Alive

7. Sons Of Plunder

8. Overburdened

9. Decadence

10. Forgiven

11. Land Of Confusion

12. Sacred Lie

13. Pain Redefined

14. Avarice

My Chemical Romance

www.mychemicalromance.com

Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge

The Story Of A Man.

A Woman.

And The Corpses Of

A Thousand Evil Men...

My Chemical Romance is another one of my favourites...they are more rock than metal...their songs are different...and have a meaning...favourite songs are: Helena, To The End, I'm Not Ok (I Promise), The Ghost Of You, It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's a Deathwish and Cemetry Drive.

Songs:

1. Helena

2. Give 'Em Hell Kid

3. To The End

4. You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison

5. I'm Not Ok (I Promise)

6. The Ghost Of You

7. The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You

8. Interlude

9. Thank You For The Venom

10. Hang 'Em High

11. It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish

12. Cemetry Drive

13. I Never Told You What I Do For A Living

AFI

www.afireinside.net

DECEMBERUNDERGROUND

AFI is called a heavy rock or metal band...but i dont really think it is...it more just rock...anyway, they have some pretty powerful songs too, just like My Chemical Romance...Favourite songs: Prelude 12/21, Miss Murder, Summer Shudder, Love Like Winter, The MIssing Frame, Kiss And Control, 37mm, Endlessy, She Said and Rabbits Are Roadkill On Rt. 37.

Songs:

1. Prelude 12/21

2. Kill Caustic

3. Miss Murded

4. Summer Shudder

5. The Interview

6. Love Like Winter

7. Affliction

8. The MIssing Frame

9. Kiss And Control

10. The KIlling Lights

11. 37mm

12. Endlessly, She Said

13. Rabbits Are Roadkill On Rt. 37

Ex Update >=[

well im a bit pissed of because phil (the ex) had a new girl within a week or less...for as far as i know he could have been with her for a while...even when i was still with him...i just dont know what to think anymore...and when i complain to ppl how mauch i hate him and how much he pisses me off...then they hate me cause they are still frenz with him!!! i cant freaking win!!! im in a lose lose situation....im thinking about changing skewls....cause its not as though i have many frenz to go bak to anyway...and the ones that are worth staying for...i dont sit with them cause i dont like their friends...so u can see another lose situation...

theres only one of my friends that i know of that hate phil too...and we aint the closest of friends...but we have a chat everyday when im at skewl...and yeh...she sed phil is immature now that we broke up...and she sed he pissed the shit out of her!! she said he has just had a massive change...and not the good type...the bad type...

just thinking about phil...makes me sik to the stomach...i literally throw up when i think about him...thats how disgusted i am...he makes me sick...he is wrong...i dont know how ppl can still like him!!! awww how can he get over it like that!!! and im the one left with the pain and hurt!!! i am over him...i can tell you that...i have been for quite a while...like just before we broke i was getting sik of him...but now! i just hate his guts full stop!.

but he gets off light with this...he has a new girlfriend and acts like i was nothing...like i didnt exist...i was just filling time...and that makes me feel usless..and unwanted and disliked...which is probly not good for my self esteem...now i think no one likes me...not even my family...or frenz...i feel as though im just a waste of space...and you know what i probly am...cause right now im just nothing...i dont see anyone...i dont talk to anyone...i dont get out much...i sleep...a half the day...and then maybe just go out with mum or stay in and watch movies...wat i great  life...im sik of this life...i want a new one...i want this illness gone! im sick of fighting...im tired...i want to give up. and this has nothing to do with my ex

thats all

fallen

Touch game & Today

well last night my sister had touch...first game of the season and they won of course...being the hardest team in the competition with the longest winnig streak...they havnt got their new uniforms yet...but coach sed they will be here nxt week...apparently these ones are going to be flash ones....touch is boring to me which is why i dont play...i dont even like watching...but mum and dad wanted to go and they dont like leaving me home alone when i was like how i was last night...i was very quiet and shy...and didnt like to speak or be near ppl...at touch we were on feild seven which is close to all the trees....so i was hiding in between this little bundle of trees...so ppl couldnt see me to well....well at first glance...they would have to look hard cause it was dark and i was wearing black...i was curled in a little bal with hutchie (my bird) in my lap...i was scratching his head and just kind of rocking him to sleep....he was sooooo cute!

well today mum rang my psychologist and told her about my vomitting and so on and the black out so on so off...and i have to go and see my shrink on thursday...and then after seeing him i have to go and see th psychologist and i will be introduced to my new psychologist...sounds confusing but its qite simple...i will probly be put on more drugs...so i dont keep throwing up...but i dunno if i want to take them if i get some....im sik of being on god damn pills!!! oh well we'll just see what happens

also today i went out shopping with mum...first we posted some letters and then went and had a look aroung in theis giant shop over southside...i bought two new deoderant sprays...and this leave in spray conditioner for your hair...it smells sooooo good...i could eat it...but id rather not...as you can see i love perfumes and sprays...i have heaps in my room...i have a whole shelf full...so i can smell like how i feel...if that makes sense...i can smell like i feel like...fruity or musky whatever!...i like to have a different fragrance everyday! a new one for each day....just mix and mtch the roll on and the sprays and the perfumes...and i have the new brittany spears on...i hate her...but i love the smell of that perfume...tips for guys who have girlfriends!!! buy the brittant spears perfume! if shes like me and loves to smell great! thats the one to go with...kinda pricey...but then again people are priceless =)

after that we went to a fish shop to get three female platties...cause we have a tank full of males...so we ginving some of them to my uncles friend who is a fish freak...and has millions of tans and fish...so he can breed them and look after them...i picked all three out...they are all pretty ones...and not ugly and grey...one is fluro orange...one is white with a blue tail and in the light the scales turn a sky blue...and last but not least another white one...bhut with a red fin and a blue tail...all gorguz!!! i think we going to have some prety snazzy babies...cause our males are fine too!

after that...we went and saw my pop..and filled out his food order for the next two weeks!!! that took forever and then after that home again...i put the fish into their new home and then i watched a movie

ohhh neighbours is on

s e e y a <3

Monday

Well today was a very normal day as usual...wake up late get dressed and sit around...mum and sis were out shopping...and dad was doing yard work...so i watched a movie...when the movie finished mum and sis had just come home...so i helped get the groceries out of the car...cause im such a good samaritan (howeva ya spell it)

Then i was just down stairs and my neighbour came out and so i went over to the fence and started having a friendly chat...she asked me if i wanted to come for a walk to the local grocery store again with her and the bubba...so of course i agreed

later that afternoon she dropped by and to let me know that she was going...and little bubba had the most cutest little cap on...he was addorable...i helped her do her shopping and then we walked home again...

my sis has her first match of touch this season tonight...she has been looking forward to this for ages...cause she loves going to touch. my auntie and my cousin also play...they are all in the same team, 'Lairs'...they wonm last season so now they are the team to beat...i dot know how theyll go this season...probly well now that its starting to warm up again....last season was still a bit cold.

tonight i decided to go...cause i never ususally do cause its boring...but i am going tonight for the hell of it even though im not in a good mood...i havent sed a ord to anyone in the past few hours...i think they get the hint im not going so well at the moment...and because i get bored at the touch i normally take a pet with me...either a bird or a dog....tonight i cant be bother to set up the dogs so im just taking my bird hutchie...small and easy to handle...no fuss

well we're going now so i better go

s e e y a <3

ps will post how the touch goes

Late Night Bordem & Depression Progress

Sunday

Well today i slept in like i do every other day..and i was feeling sik this morning cause i was feeling sik last night...i got ready and then fell to sleep again..lol and then i went and watched a movie...and then in the afternoon i went over to my neighbours house...and was talking to her and was playing with the bubba while hubby was away...thought she might need some company so there i was...to the rescue hahaha...

when i left myu neighbours house...i went on msn...and was talking to a friend...and i have spoken to her on msn before...but not on the fone in AGES...like over a year cause we had a big fight so on and we made up on msn blah blah blah....so i called her....and we was having a good old chat...it was nice catching up with her...we used to be like besties...we were SO CLOSE it was funny...but then we just had a fight and drifted away...and now she goes to a different skewl and everything...

we are going to organise a get together catch up thing...just me and her...like old times...i have a pupil free day tomorrow and im going to ask if she can have a day off skewl and we can go shopping or something...(cause she has depression too and can get out of going to skewl if she wants)...and if not tomorrow...we'll organise something for saturday....cause she works on sunday.

well my sister just got back from work...and is in a bad mood...but i think she is going to a friends place anyway...like she always does now that she has her license...she is never home no more...which is a good and bad thing...good because i get the whole couch if i want to watch tv or use the computers...and no because i dont get to see her much...even though we like fight all the time i still like having her around...im sp sik of being around adults...esp my parents...even though i get spoiled....but yeh ya get the point.

thats it from me

s e e y a <3

[[ p.i.c.t.u.r.e.s ]]

I was bored the other day and decided to get the camera out hehe...heres some of the shots i got =)

heres a veiw of Mt Archer Mountain...and this is it from my front stairs =)

and this is it from my back stairs through the trees

this is in the arvey just as the sun is starting to set and you get all these nice purple clouds through my neighbours trees.

in my room ive got this like electricity ball that i got for my birthday one year...i turned it on and took a picture and it turned out like this! i was like...wow

this is my new siamese fighter that i mention in my blog like last week...he used to be white...so i called him pearl...even though thats a gay name but its just a fish...but now he's gone blue??? so i dnt know what to call him now but i think it'll will just stay as pearl =) he's really pretty though...but this is the only good pic i could get cause he always hides in those plant things

This is my bird Hutchie sitting on my knee...when my dog Scud came over for some attention and had a sniff of hutchie and he went to bite him...nasty birdie =)

These are my three chooks...the brown one is Harriett...the red one is Enrust and the white one is Pompy.

This is a better picture of Pompy...this is my favourite out of all the chooks...its a sussex or howeva ya spell it...and they are big chooks...and pompy is really pretty and is very content.

This is a great picture of her...and she is looking very healthy

well this is my dog Scud..aka Fidi...as you can see he is a toy poodle...and mum says he's silver...but i think he is just plain grey...he is ten years old this years but doesnt look a year over 2...he is still very healthy and very playful...and is not lazy from old age...he is very enrgetic...and here he is showing off his hair cut...which i might add i done my self...good job aye?? i should be a dog groomer...lol =P

and heres my pup pup Keto...she is camera shy which is why such the intense face...she is a staffy cross something else...she is a great dog...i love her...she is 3 years old =)

This is scud and keto together...even though scud is a pussy poodle he and keto get along fairly well cept the odd brawl over food...but thats normal...bet you cant guess who always wins...yep keto...duh...she the strong mean one...he is a little twig

Well this is Fidi giving me the evil eye...not really...he was just wondering what i was doing cause i was sitting near the kennel =) here you can see just how fluffly and poofy he is.

Heres ma pup keto again...she is just having a nice little relax on the grass...a little dog nap.

Heres scud having a stretch...with keto in the background.

Heres a pic of keto...its a good photo cept that its all burred...because she was walking fast to try and escape the camera. but i still got her =)

heres scud again...rolling in the grass...sorry there is so many photos of him but he is such a poser...plus he is so cute!!!

heres fidi clawing at me to pick him up...whilst i was sititng on the table in the yard.

here he is again still trying to get me to pik him up...so i gave him a little pat instead so i didnt drop the camera...multi tasking =)

and here are my two babies...Hutchie (at the back) and Pimpy (in the front)

These two are the brothers that i was talking about in one of my other posts...we got them from a friend of ours and i raised them whilst they were young...and now their all grown up...and pimpy is like doing a little dance just there...with his wings up impressing his own brother but hutchie aint even paying any attention =)

And last of all is Tiny...our neighbours dog...he is soooooooo annoying...all he does is bark and bark at our dogs...he waits at the fence for them to come out of the kennel..even for just a drink so he can bark at them...grrrr they need to get a collar that zaps them when the bark...like we do...cause ours bark when we're out...so we take care of it...but theyre home and still dont do anything about it!!! today he has a ice cream container on his head...because they dont look after him properly and he has fleas and of course hes itching them and he has bit off all the hair around his arse so on...so they put that on his head to help stop it...he looks so stupid...but oh well...

Well thats all of my crap for now...hope anyone who actually dared to see them liked them...and please leave a comment...cause all my pets are CUTE!!! =>

cept tiny...cause he aint mine. and hes annoying

s e e y a <3

Fun saturday!!!

well this morning was so awsum...the most fun ive had in a LONG time...mum and dad took me and ma sis GO KART DRIVING!!!! WOOO...it was so fun...and i had the fastest kart outta ma dad and my sis cause mum didnt do it...cause shes a chicken =P hehe they can reach up to 80km & 90km/ph!!! and im pretty sure mine made the 90km mark...cause i was just flying up the straights...and ma sis and ma dad couldnt catch me cause i was in front !!!

and when i went aroung one corner dad and talisa were right up ma tail...and i turned the wheel to fast and the car spun out....it was so fun!!! at the time i was freaked out but then i started laughing cause it was fun...dad nearly hit me cause he was up ma clacker but he just swurved and sis moved to she gave me the finger as she drove by!!! how rude...nah she was just jealous cause her and dad couldnt beat me....then the guy came and started me up again and caught up to them straight away...they looked back and were like SHIT!!! cause i was just so fast...good old me...and i thought i would suk at it...but mum even said i was driving good and so did the guy that works there...and same with talisa and dad...and i got the best helmet and the best car...mine had a skull on it...and my sis is in love with skulls and so she wanted it...but the guy chose what cars we went in and i got hers =) hehe im evil...but the man put me in it so she cant egt up me for it....you get to go for ten minutes...it dont seem like much but man ya get tired...it is so ruff cause theres like no shockies and they really really low to the groung...like one inch!!! and they just so bumpy!...it was so fun...im going to go and do it again some weekend and im going to take some frenz...and so is my sis so there will be a whole heap of us to race each other...which im looking forward to cause its so fun...i still cant believe i spun out though...so fun...

after go karting we went to see my pop and then home again cause a friend was picking me up at 1pm...and i went to her house watched some movies and stayed for tea and then mucked around a bit then i came home at 9:30...cause i was feeling sik and i still am now...we watched date movie and napolian dynamite...bith are good funny movies...after dinner...me and ma friend were in her room just mucking around and i was already feeling a bit unstable and i stood up to turn the light on and had like a lil black out...i fell but thankfully fell on the matress on the floor...my friend shook me and woke me and asked me if i was ok and what happened...then i was just lating down for a bit to get over it cause my head was like aching...and then i threw up...but i had a bag so i didnt throw up on her floor...and then i threw up when i got home too!! mum thinks i might have a bug...yay joy...and i was thinking about going back to skewl some time in the week coming...but now im going to be sik and might not be able to go or well enough to go...grrr...just my luck aye...

my sis has a friend staying over tonigh...they been nest frenz for YEARS!!! and they just out watching movies like they always do...how boring...and then they go to bed wake up do nothing and then she leaves....but i dont know what their doing tomorrow anyways they'll probly be dressed and gone out by the time i wake up even though her friend is a sleeper inner...if that makes sense...

s e e y a <3

Lapping!!!

god seems as though i havnt been on here in ages...cause i was busy thursday with my uncle here and that night i went lapping with my sister and her friends!

her friends boyfriend own a g red valiet (however you spell it) all done up and fancy looking with neons and subs and the whole lot...it was so awsum...there were six of us in the car...three in the front and three int he back...it was so awsum...and on a thursday night which is late night shopping which is when the lapping goes on...you see all the flash cars doing the lapping route...which is up the main street past the shoppiong fair...across the bridge to south side and then drive through the mall...or you can pull up like everyone else and let them check out ya car and so on so off...it was so awsum...we were gone for a good 5 hours...and didnt get home til 1:30am...and then when i did get home i felt tired but just couldnt sleep! so i got up and took ma meds and watched tv auntil i got tired and evetually went to bed...which was at like 4:30am...so i was pretty tired the next and i was feeling sik so i didnt go to skewl which i usually do on a friday cause i have tennis...but i was just so sik and weak i couldnt even be bother to get out ma jim jams (pjs)

s e e y a <3

Thursday

Well today was a very ordinary day...we moved my pop into the new place...and moved all his stuff up there...and i decorated the room cause it was very dull and plain..but good old me made it nice and colourful =)

i found lice on our chooks yesturday...and i dont like seeing the things in discomfort...so today mum bought some chook dip and we dipped them in it and so far i have not found any more on them....but we going to do it again in a few days to make sure they are gone for good!

my uncle came up this morning and he is here now...he helped us move pops stuff in and i dont know when he is going back t moura.

tonight i am going lapping with my sister and her frenz...in a big red valient...that has been all done up =) its gonna be so fun...ang its a convertable! so its gonna be freezing...but we dont mind...we got heaps of jumpers and rugs so it'll be all good =)

anyways they going to be here soon so i better go and finish getting ready

have a great might everyone!

s e e y a <3

Wednesday (Hutchie & Barty)

Well boring day as usual...sleep in wake up get ready...then nothing

at 11:30 i had an appt. with my psychologist...which you can read about in my councilling blog when i get it done...

after my appt. we had to go to the chemist to get some more of my medication and then we went over to the news agency to pick up a few stationary objects and then home again...then i was just playing with my bird hutchie all for the rest of the day...practically about it

here's a pic of hutchie

Hutchie is they grey one...The other one is Barty my sister's bird (Hutchie's Girfriend)...even though she has a boys name i can assure you Barty is a female...im thinking about putting a breeding box in their cage and seeing if i can raise some babies =) if mother dearest will let me that is.

Hutchie is a few years old now...i bought him when he was only young along with Pimpy my other bird (theres a photo of him in one of my other posts)...pimpy and hutchie are brothers =) and they always fight! over barty of course being the only female between the three of them...plus Pimpy is my lil bubba so he is in a separate cage...but anyways as i was saying...hutchie is a few years old now and i have never tought him to whistle...so now im just starting to teach him...yes i know im a bit late...but i think he's getting the hang of it...cause he was making little whistling noises...but the right sound isnt coming out yet...another week or so and i think i might have him singing me to sleep =)

my uncle didnt end up coming down today...cause he is still getting over the flu...so he is coming up tomorrow =)...or this arvey....we dont really know yet.

well im going to go type up my councilling blog now...so it shud be ready soon for you's to read

s e e y a <3

Busy Tuesday

Well today i am feeling alot better then i was last night...this morning when i woke no one was home cause sis is at skewl dad at work and mum was out...so i just got dressed and did nothing...when mum got home we started ripping apart my sisters old cuboard case she is getting a new one this arvey...it was fun...we'd smash it with the hammer then pull it and make it fall over...then we'd get the wood and throw it out the window where the trailor was...so we can just dump it at the dump this arvey...

after we did that i did a little clean up of my own cuboard...where my memento boxes are...full of stuff i want to show my own kids when i grow up...it was funny going back and looking at stuff from my past...

and aftyer all that im just sitting back and drinkiong my coffee whilst i make this post...before i have tyo go out again...pick my sister up and then pick my uncle up and then go to some place then drop some more stuff at home...then drop my uncle home again...ohhh so many fun and games...

then tomorrow my other uncle is coming up from Moura, and is staying until friday...its fun when he's here...me and my sis always have like mauck aroung fights with him...lol and he's gone all poshy cause his wife (my auntie) makes sure he's clean and that....however you want to put it...but he's like a real pussy...like he doesnt want to rip his shorts or get his shirt dirt...and he doesnt touch the animals so his hands dont get dirty and smelly even though all our pets are very clean cause we look after then well =) but hes still fun to have here...

my pop is getting move to another high care facility on thursday morning...after we just got all the stuff from the last place he was at and moved it all to where he is now...now we have to clear it all up again and organise it so we can move it to the new place on thursday...joy...but i guess its whats best for pop

hope everyone had a nice day

s e e y a <3

Sullen

definition: Showing a brooding ill humour

the song serenity by Godsmack sums up about how im feeling right now....i really have no idea what put me in such a mood...guess im just having a down moment as to be expected...

my doctor told me to take note of what im thinking and doing when im like this...well all im pretty much thinking is im worthless and that i cant get through this and maybe im destined to stay like this in suffering and heart ache for the rest of time...but that cant be right...and what im doing...well ive noticed whenever i get into this kind of mood i find myself sitting in the dark and by myself...or in this case infront of the computer...

hopefully ill snap out of this soon.........

night