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Weekend Fun – 17-18/09/06

Weekend Fun – 17-18/09/06

Another party weekend has gone and past with much of Monday to recover. My lifestyle is getting crazier by the week and I don’t regret a minute of it. Sure I have be indulging too much on the fine liquor and losing much valuable sleep…. But every moment has been worthwhile. After all are we not encouraged to live life to its fullest extent? I think this very much aligns with my motto in life “cease the day, tomorrow may never be”. I simply do not wish to reach my old old age to reflect upon life with regrets on missed opportunities in life. Living life to its fullest is the preaching of many successful people on this planet. Afterward didn’t the recent fallen of life ambassadors Steven Irwin and Peter Brock demonstrated such teaching? My salute to these everyday heroes who are just like you and me… sure their celebrity status has elevated to the top of society and won them the heart of millions but is it not their passion and thirst for life make them ever more appealing to the rest of us… How many of us didn’t wish to be in their shoes in a single day? Perhaps we are going about living life the wrong way… instead of tolling day after day for pay we should be putting that same energy towards a productive pursuit that we find enjoyable and rewarding as a contributor to society. Some of us already do so in their lives however they are millions who do not. Majority of them are simply don’t have the privilege to have such choices in life often they are born into poverty, slavery and bad environments. I speak of those such as children labouring in sweat shops and force grow up and skip their childhood. I speak of those who are forced into slavery due to debt, family feud, ignorance and indifference. Yet for those of us who are considered “privileged”… born in stable environment, raised by loving parents and given good education we still make the wrong choices in life… or more likely to be mislead by fame, fortune and power. We sometimes make ourselves unhappy in order to please or impress others... sad to say it I too fall into this category. If given the choice I would much prefer in helping to alleviate demanding world issues such as poverty, food shortage, depleted water supply, pollution, energy crisis and much more than sitting in an office at my desk inside an cubicle designing computer networks. Sure it has set me on the path to achieve my goal of delivering universal communication to the rest of the population which has yet to make a telephone call, according to past U.N. reports this constituted 2/3 of the people on this rock. That is simply profounding considering that we are dwelling in a Digital Age. Enough said and done, I need to grab my career by the horns again. I must reconsider what challenges my mind and what contribution I would like to see to put back to society… there is much to contemplate.

They I go side tracking again… now back to the weekend. It was duo celebration for Minh and Jerry. The day was coincided with a dinner and evening out clubbing at Metro.  The food wasn’t bad, I enjoyed the conversation and company much more than the cuisine. The Sony Ericsson Cybershot worked it magic, the fotos taken were superb. Follow this link to see some happy shots.

http://au.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/redxiiilion/album?.dir=/b20dre2&.src=ph&.tok=phCIRiFBpOwRdTb5

Still I m a bit baffled at pictures of myself, I doubt I will ever be considered as photogenic. For some reason I have visited Metro much more often that the previous years. I guess I m a late boomer for the clubs which I hardly hung out during my university days. Seeing the 18 yrs old each weekend does give me shell shock as to my aging process, sure everyone gets old but no one likes to fully accept it. As long as I have good health is all that matters, fame and fortune can take a seat. Another significant draw point has me coming back to Metro again and again. The music and atmosphere is not bad but there is another more appealing reason. Emily. That is all that I know of this being, who has such an alluring features that is mesmerizing upon the gaze. (of course, this sounds like the words of a man with much unrequited attraction. I ask you, can a man not dream of finding the perfect partner?) One who is attractive, smart, cares for others, respect for their family and friends and ambitious in life. Surely these qualities are not as rare as a precious gemstone but what a gem it would be should you meet someone who has such qualities… it would be worth more than all of King Solomon’s gold. And I won’t trade it for the world even for a minute. I don’t consider Emily as totally perfect; how can one put someone on such a high pedestal if one does not know her as a character? Still I can spent hours at her presence, the flow of her hair and that smile that seems to light up the room should you be lucky to witness it. At this stage I only know her by name and nothing else. How I wish to learn all that is about her and listen on hours talk about her friends, growing up, life experiences, family and interests. However at this stage I am much like a devotee who must worship their idol from afar. Every time I m come in contact with her, my confidence drops and I become speechless. My mind is playing games in my head... ever thinking and contemplating this and that, my imagination running wild. Time goes ticking ever escaping until the night is over. My sorrow is drown by the alcohol and the night is over. I go home unfilled and regretful of my could’ve been. I fear the opportunities may become fewer with time, I am sure any hot blooded guy on this earth would have notice your elegance and beauty. Only time will tell, I promised myself the next time will be different. Such an opportunity would be comparable to that of gracing the presence of ever lovingly Natalie Portman.