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FeelingsPosted on Wednesday, January 11, 2006 at 9:20 AM - 1 Comments - Post Comment - LinkThere's a feeling building up in people. We're looking within for answers, or at least we should be. It's time to observe those outer needs we have as a sign of the inner needs we aren't meeting. Give up possesions. Assess what it really is that we desire and energise our soul.
This weekend will be interesting. A full moon in Cancer ~ possibly set to be the most potentially emotional full moons of the year. Many people will feel like staying home, where it's safe and secure. The moon governs emotion, a full moon heightens that. Cancer is ruled by the moon. Cancer embodies home, family, emotional security and the femenine. With Sun in Capricorn, the masculine, how will the opposite signs affect you?
Mars will fire up again this weekend. Perhaps we can expect emotional outbursts...
This weekend I'll be going on a family holiday with my mum, step dad and brother. Despite the fact that I'm in my late 20's, my bro's in his early 30's, for some reason mum still thinks it's appropriate... Who am i to argue with an Aries! I don't like playing with fire. It will be an interesting weekend I guess. I'm dragging my Libran best friend along to help keep things balanced and as civil as possible. Oh what a Happy New Year !Posted on Tuesday, January 3, 2006 at 4:21 PM - 1 Comments - Post Comment - LinkOne Word ~ LOVE
Oh yeah baby! I got it. I'm living it. It consumes every fibre of my being. The equation: 1 Capricorn + 1 Capricorn times by Sun in Capricorn (Moon in Capricorn) + Venus in Capricorn = a true and happy love.
That's it. Nothing else matters now. I'm floating.
NeglectfulPosted on Friday, December 9, 2005 at 12:30 PM - 2 Comments - Post Comment - LinkIt's been ages since I've added to my blog. I guess sometimes life just get's a little busy. And when my blog time is during work hours, I guess it's understandable.
Well, to catch you up. I have to mention that last sunday night I had a feature gig at the Exeter with my housemate Tom. It was truely the best gig either of us have ever done and we got an awesome response from the crowd. I'm still buzzing. I've finalised recordings on two of my songs this week too. So it's been a good week of acheivments coinciding with Mars going direct and heading back across our skys in the right direction this time. Things will be moving forward and I'm guessing there may be a few people picking up from where they left things back in August.
I've had quite a nice reprieve over the past couple of weeks in the romance sector. Venus briefly visited my sign, giving all us Cappies a pinch of mysterious attraction and a glimps of fate. It seems to be involving a lot of Librans however... *shrugs*. I guess it can't be a bad thing, they're easy to get along with. Venus will move into Aquarius briefly before turning retrograde and swinging back into Capricorn. I'm not quite sure how that's going to affect everyone. I think for me it's going to bring back relationship dramas... damn it! Or perhaps just frustration that I have to wait for my love life to move along at a fast enough pace.
Thank god the year's almost over with! There's only 2 weeks of work left before our manditory Christmas break. Oh joy! Surf's up!!!
Astrology Interp - spot on for me today!Posted on Tuesday, November 8, 2005 at 2:30 PM - 0 Comments - Post Comment - LinkTUESDAY 8 NOVEMBER
saturn rules the day ACTUALLY we are moving now into what is considered to be a fixed grand cross which means nobody wants to make any concessions nobody wants to compromise nobody wants to meet half way everybody wants it their way everybody sees themesleves as right everybody thinks the other person has hurt them and when fixed planets cross in the sky that's the way it is and there is no sense trying to talk sense to people who have seen it one way and one way only and at the moment it's a question of who is going to blink first it's a game of chicken can be fun can be lethal
Tuesday, 8th November.Posted on Tuesday, November 8, 2005 at 10:09 AM - 0 Comments - Post Comment - LinkWhat a crazy weekend up in Pirie! And there I was thinking it was a quiet country town…. Well, ok it wasn’t the raging destination I could lead you to believe, but Miss O and I made the most of our girls weekend. Hell – we even went to a disco Saturday night... Yes that’s right, I said a DISCO..!!! That’s what they called it anyhow and I had a stamp on my wrist to back it up. Ahhh… ‘twas fun. Especially when the bus load of guys on a buck’s night rolled into town! Yeehaaa!
The long drive and weekend with my best friend was exactly what I needed to get over the last week of rejection depression. Things are looking up this week with social activities filing up my diary in fast progression. Tonight a new friend of mine is taking me out to dinner so we can discuss in great detail the complexities of human emotion, action, fortune and disaster. He’s a great guy I met two Friday’s ago who kept me stimulated with effervesant conversation for hours. I find it rare to come across people with a similar understanding of life and love so it’s great to have someone to share perspectives with. Thursday night involves having dinner with a crazy but lovely Leo friend. He’s such a wonderful example of Leo outspokenness. Takes sh*t from no one and is always great for a laugh. I can’t believe he went and got married while I was overseas! Hahaha!!! Yep, very Leo.
Friday night – le piece de resistance! BBQ / Spa Party at Harmony’s place. I’m takin’ the Freddo’s, lots of alcomohol and with the moon in Pisces, I suspect there will be some form of Festival of Evolution re-enactment. For those not aware, the Festival of Evolution was a weekend long party at Harmony’s which involved some very evolving acts of personal affection. I’ll be the first to admit that I and my girlfriends are crazy, but also the most beautiful people I know. We have grown and shared heartache and triumph together and I love them all dearly. Cheers to that and I can’t wait for Friday!
Just an average dayPosted on Thursday, November 3, 2005 at 12:58 PM - 2 Comments - Post Comment - LinkAverage days are great! I’m having one… My throat is sore from song writing this week and singing my lungs out. My left hand fingertips have skin peeling off from playing so much guitar. My wallet is empty because it was payday today and internet banking means that there’s never a chance any dosh is going to materialise into my hands.
But, the sun is out, the weekend’s approaching, and I’m goin’ on a road trip up to visit my best friend in Lead Country – yep, Port Pirie, SA. And that’s lead as in the 6th element on the periodic table – Pb. Plumbum as derived in Latin. Hehehe, Plumbum Country!!
Ok, ok! So I have a childlike sense of humour at the moment… I’m bored, and I’m at work. I’ve proof read enough therapeutic information on pharmaceuticals this week to utterly anesthetise my brain. Well, it’s actually cutting edge research results so is quite interesting and it’s due to be released to the public in two weeks so it’s all good… Ok, nothing important to say so I’ll share something important someone else once said..
“Why not seize the pleasure at once? How often is happiness destroyed by preparation, foolish preparation?” ~ Jane Austen Weekend WeirdingPosted on Monday, October 31, 2005 at 3:55 PM in Personal - 0 Comments - Post Comment - LinkSo, how was the weekend for everyone? There was some astro weirding going on over the last few days. And with Uranus working its way along to direct with Pisces, there’s going to be some more surprises showing up. Remain fluid and go with it! It’s a rare occurrence but I’m actually looking forward to whatever surprises pop up in my life. The most fun I have at the moment are on those days when situations randomly change – people pop into your life, something you thought was actually isn’t, etc… Whatever keeps life interesting has to be good. There has been a distinct theme for me over the weekend, one that seems to be helping me feel better about suffering the pains of single life and rejection. Friday night I met a great guy who talked to me about how women are always bitter if you reject them. I pleaded supremacy from such accusations – I like to maintain that I am not like every other woman the world has ever known. I posed the same scenario back onto him, seeking an understanding of why men reject women who they show affection towards. He confessed humility. When he’s been hurt, and someone amazing comes along, you can’t take the opportunity because you’re still screwed up - it will never work out. Definitely gave me food for thought as I drank my beer. Saturday night was fun. I went to The Exeter to watch my housemate’s band play. I successfully picked out a Sagittarian to bounce random ideas off. Good thing I was in a substance induced communicative mood! Then an old Leo friend popped up out of the blue and continued on the expressive theme of the night by letting me know that he wanted to ask me out when we first met. Reason for holding back – timing no good. Nothing lost though. Was very refreshing to hear although I could see what was happening at the time. The entire night was defiantly a feel good one for all concerned Capricorns… Sunday was a bit tough suffering from a serious lack of food and sleep. It was an odd day and almost as if everyone other than me and my housemate were energised by some invisible force and they all had to converge at our place. By the end of the day, I conceded to exhaustion and started to feel sad again as I came down from wherever the past 48 hours had taken me. Sensing my forlorn state, baby Cap (17yo bass player) gave up some much needed hug action! Existence throws it at you sometimes! Keep you’re eyes open.
Spray-Rinse CyclePosted on Thursday, October 27, 2005 at 9:38 AM in Personal - 0 Comments - Post Comment - LinkIt’s one of those days when you don’t know where to turn, what to do next, because you feel utterly numb. Like there’s nothing to strive for anymore, absolutely no way to make things any better, and no way to fix your mistakes – you just have to live with them. You realise Existance has taken your control away from you because you’re incapable of learning the lessons yourself.
Like an extreme trough in a wave that’s dragging you in to shore and then switching direction and pulling you helplessly towards a massive, breaking wave. There’s not enough time to dive under it, you can’t out swim its power, you just have to float there and take it on the head. And it’s gonna hurt! I’m getting the headache already – just from the anticipation.
Best thing to do when you find yourself in the spray-rinse cycle – try and relax. The more you fight it, the more bruises you’ll get. Thanks to my brother for that lesson when I was 4 and small enough to fit in the washing machine!
Leo ManiaPosted on Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 8:20 AM in Personal - 0 Comments - Post Comment - LinkThe moon is in Leo until What a week it’s been already. I was having a great deal of difficulty sitting back and releasing control over my life. But I am starting to feel strength in being on my own. Putting more energy into just being me was something I’d forgotten to do. Obviously too focused on everyone else and needing to find a man. Wondering what was so wrong with me that I don’t have a man. I’ve come to the realisation that I can’t change who I am and the fact is I’ve grown into a beautiful person through all the challenges I’ve faced in the past. I’ve really embedded myself back home now and it’s time to start living again. So I’ll just go about my day and keep my eyes forward. Well, the Sun in Scorpio is going to be a more social time over the next month for most of us. I’ll be making more effort to be social and out in the world. The days are warming up and it’s been a long time since I’ve felt the Australian summer. Looking forward to it, very much! The creative streak is oozing its way forward from the depths of my consciousness and I feel a shift in my music. I’m inspired to do more. My dear Capricorn housemate will help with that musical itch. No empty promises there, as he says. And a Capricorns’ guilt over not following through with a promise is emotional torture... not that I’m using that for any personal gain, I just know how it works! Love stuffPosted on Friday, October 21, 2005 at 2:56 PM in Astrology - 2 Comments - Post Comment - LinkFriday Venus day Do you believe it's possible to love more than one person at a time? I mean, really love them, in slightly different ways of course, because the planetary vibrations will not be identical. But love two people at once or maybe even more than two people at once. Do you think it's possible to love more than one person (even if you're not a gemini) and not be torn to shreds emotionally or be called a liar or a cheater. Well you'll certainly have a chance to find out. Venus is approaching Pluto and well, that issue is coming up yet again... Dinner with HarmonyPosted on Friday, October 21, 2005 at 10:18 AM in Random - 0 Comments - Post Comment - LinkSome friends you just can’t live without! My Libran (mother-of-two) friend is one of those… Harmony and I had a gorgeous and enlightening conversation over dinner at Bocelle on Two and a half hours of deliberating over the men in our lives. The thought of us doing that would make most guys who know us cringe, whilst Harmony and I rub our hands together with a gleaming smile of mischievious excitement. It was so nice to revel in the now, ponder the possibilities, give thanks for the people who are in our lives (and out of our lives too!) and reflect on the changes within each of us. Harmony – you provide insight, grounding and in-bed faith into my soul. Thank you !
Jupiter TransitPosted on Friday, October 21, 2005 at 10:03 AM in Astrology - 0 Comments - Post Comment - LinkJupiter Libra --> Scorpio Jupiter in Scorpio can be perfectionist as well as obsessive. Positively, it can bring healing power, magnetism, profound discoveries and advances in medicine, both in mental and physical health and also in police powers of investigation and forensic advances. If power is used wisely and selflessly, it can be magnificent and far-reaching in its benevolent influence. Root causes of pathology can be uncovered, and efficacious treatments pinpointed. There is a particular likelihood in the next 12 months or so that significant milestone advances will be made in the discovery and developments of effective treatments for Cancer, as a direct result of a breakthrough insight into its pathology. Advanced developments in molecular science and quantum physics are likely to come thick and fast and the building blocks of life can become more thoroughly understood and utilized, if the power is utilized well. Scorpio loves digging into the mysteries of life and the hidden canyons of the human mind, no matter how unsavoury. There will be an increased interest also in the mystical and the esoteric. Scorpio rules death, metaphorical and literal. Fascination with life-after-death possibilities are likely to increase and research into these, and other paranormal issues in general, may well flourish. Jupiter in Scorpio is excellent at acquiring secret information about others, and exposing the misdemeanors of others, whether individuals or nations, can be her forte. From here, Jupiter can exacerbate the talent to be a ruthless spy and there is very little that escapes his attention. Scorpio loves truth, even if it brings discomfort to hear. Jupiter in that sign also enhances psychic powers and he is uncompromising about principles and desires, and can therefore make a bitter immovable enemy and can attract the same. Negatively, battles over money, deviously if necessary, can prove very destructive. Financial shrewdness, based on intuition is also strong. Clearly, individuals born under the sign of Scorpio will feel the most obvious powerful and beneficial effect of Jupiter’s rays, but equally by opposition, Taurus will also be significantly affected. The opposition tends to bring the expansive power at work from outside influences and from other people, but with the conjunction the influence tends to come from within oneself. However, both Pisces and Cancer, the other water signs, will be benefited and protected to some degree, by the influence of Jupiter moving through a fellow water sign.
This interpretation was edited from http://www.artnet.com/magazineus/horoscope/horoscope.asp In the beginning...Posted on Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 1:30 PM - 0 Comments - Post Comment - Link
Now all I need is something interesting to talk about... Letting you know upfront, this blog will include a lot of astrology stuff - transits and so forth. I'll also throw in stuff about what's going around me, show a few photos and share some crazy moments. http://au.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/vicberekmeri/my_photos
I guess I'm one of those people who can't keep their thoughts to themselves. Was a big problem growing up because I couldn't keep any secrets! Now, my problem is that I get so caught up in my emotions that I go running off on tangents and round in circles, that I loose grasp of reality.
My imagination is way too active! For example, I don't just see someone asking me to do something I think is wrong, I see the devil, flames, everyones judgemental eyes, crying children, the works! When I can't get a situation out of my mind, it festers for weeks and consumes every minute until I've lost every last thread of rational thought. I'd be lost without my friends!
Anyhoo, check back here every now and then and see what's new, old or entertaining. Post your thoughts - love to hear them
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Hopefully will have cute boy to share the warm summer nights with. I'm working on it anyway. Bring me dimples and aqua coloured eyes please! 
