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Born: 24th October 2006;
Died: 22nd December 2006;
Aged 8 weeks and 3 days old.
"Our Sweet Princess"
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Dreaming....
I dreamt it wasnt you who died. I dreamt that you were switched the day before, accidentally, by another mother at the CCC.
I am not sure how it was realised but I got a call and when I saw you I was so happy.
I saw you as you would be now. A 6 month old baby, You laughed, you smiled. You laid on your stomach and tried to get on all fours.
I realised I needed all these clothes for you, as I only have such tiny ones. And I realised I could have your dedication day - and it would be soon, I didnt want to waste another day. Every day would be so precious. I had lost you once, never again.
I started to feed you again (its a dream, no relactaion nessicary) and I was just sooooo pleased to see you. I wanted to shout it off the roof tops - shes home, my baby is home.
I can remember your face from this dream, you were older than when I last saw you. Compared to that last pic I saw of you, you had grown, matured.
I was worried that your "other mum" hadnt looked after you as I would have. I was going to get you to the doc and go thru your Blue book to make sure vaccinations had happened. I remember thinking I need to check you were getting breastmilk. I needed to make sure nothing bad was transferred to you.
When I woke I was upset, I was upset you were gone again, I wanted so much for it to be real - for you to be back.
I was, however, so happy to see you. I was sooo happy to see you. To know you are ok, that you are still maturing.
I love you, and it was amazing to hear you laugh.
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Mummy |
Posted: 7:28 PM, 5/5/2007 |
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OMG Mickey. What a powerful dream.
Thinking of you as always
Soph xoxo |
Posted by Anonymous at 6:41 AM, 7/5/2007 |
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Wow Mich,
It sounds like Ashleigh paid you a visit the only way she know she could. It gave me goosebumps to read that you saw her as she would be today. I also think she knew you needed to see her and feel some happiness, what an awsome (a bit spooky) dream. I am sorry you had to wake and find she was gone :-(
I also hope she comes to see you again.
Big {{HUGS}} to you matey,
Cheers,
Leoni |
Posted by Anonymous at 11:54 AM, 7/5/2007 |
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MM, What a beautiful dream. I was reading your post through tears. I do believe Ashleigh came to visit you. She is reminding you that she is and always will be right with you. You are so honest with your thoughts, I admire that alot.
Lots of Love Always,
Janey
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Posted by Anonymous at 3:00 PM, 7/5/2007 |
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