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Born: 24th October 2006;
Died: 22nd December 2006;
Aged 8 weeks and 3 days old.
"Our Sweet Princess"
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Its late
Its late at night. I cant sleep. Im not sure why - I dont know if its because of all this, or if I just cant.
Have been thinking a lot about you lately. The past couple of days, boyd has talked about you a lot. Your Daddy and I are talking about trying to have another baby. When do you think that will be? Soon? I feel its something I need. I feel that it will help me get through this.
I miss you each day. There are days where I dont want to do anything. I just miss you too much. Then there are days where I can do things, where I am able to function properly.
I feel that maybe Boyd is missing out on me at the moment. Maybe I am not there for him enough. I need a fair bit of space, I am not playing with him like I used to. I need to set up specific time where him and I play. I dont want his childhood memories of me to be either on the computer, watching tv or crying. I want him to remember playing.
I am starting to get tired now, and I think Boyd will wake soon and want to cuddle up with Mumma.
I love you princess. I love you every day - with all I have. I hope you are safe and happy.
xoxo
Mummy
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Posted: 12:25 AM, 6/2/2007 |
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